Felt like changing the entry...last one was getting to me! needed an update, although I don't know to what to...bored again as usual, so much work to be done for the finals...getting there at a snail's pace! yeah!! a journal entry that makes no sense...

Is it just me or am I the only one who thinks that life is going so fast?...before you even realise how fast it has gone by its already the end of the year...

...and when you look back and ask what have you really done different from all the previous years....you ask...Have I changed? Have I made a difference in my life? What have I gained?

its like I'm so far behind and have't yet caught up. I'm yet to find myself.


We all have so many questions that go unanswered...either we refuse to find the reasons why or maybe the questions just are rhetorical...

I myself don't even know what I'm getting at or what I'm really trying to say...somehow I just decided to write...and this is the degree that I have written to which my brain probably does not even acknowledge up to until words have been written down.  Some things are more powerful when they are in writing, it takes on a whole new perception.  

...what am I typingggg? I think my brain has gone numb...really...I'm just wondering if I'm living life to the full degree and I guess I can't ask that since I myself have to know that answer...


To get to the whole point of this journal...I have realised that its almost the end of my associates degree in fine arts....2 years up already, so fast! and next semester I'll be starting my bachelors in graphics...hopefully...that will really be the summit of my beginning.....I think...

Although associates degree has been so short, I think to myself how much I've learnt, the world isn't small nor does creativity or imagination has a boundary...infact its not even limited...its a power... a talent that should not be wasted...

Have I made any sense at all? or maybe its not supposed to make sense...my thoughts never seem to...

.....ok so I'm bored...there is school work to be done that I don't feel like doing....nothing seems more interesting to do ...

Its pretty hot out...who'd ever believe that two days ago it was raining and pretty cool?  

Lol...haha...I'm supposed to be looking up paper clips for a project and funny how right next to the keyboard there I found one bright blue huge paper clip...about two inches in length....okkkk then....

See how bored I am....

lol...I'm now going to compile my...what on earth...I can't even remember what its called...what is wrong with my memory...the board where you stick stuff to build ideas? visual board? oh yeah...thats wat its called....right....off to workk