To the Leos …August is the best month of the year no?...lol…nah the other months are just as good…but August is just a little better

4th
5th
13th
17th
23rd

So who am I missing?

Shes more of a writer than a photographer, she has a way with words that would make anyone really appreciative, Great Critic!

A Moment In Time

After Hours

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Subterrain His featured dev

the Sparrow My fav…the famous Jack Sparrow
His gallery is full of stuff…didn’t know which one to choose…had to decide on one finally

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Green Drop His featured dev…Beautiful Macro Shot

Alone My fav

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Walking in hope part2 His featured dev…beautiful concept…must see

The Way for Freedom

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Writer, Photographer, Painter and Great thinker…

Tom Thomson's Lumber Camp His featured dev

Her My fav, very beautifully written

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una casa en el camino

Fisherman in Pimentel

More still to come...ENJOY

To the Leos who’s Birthdays are coming up with mine …August is the best month of the year no?...lol…nah the other months are just as good…but August is just a little better

4th Happy Birthday
5th
13th
17th

So who am I missing?


So heres to my watchers (Artist who has inspired me and whom I admire), in order…

In the Sea

Lime Bubbles

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Love is… Her featured dev

India My fav

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Man Made Rain His featured dev

Train Tracks in India My fav

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Soledad Her featured dev

Visions of Captivity III my fav

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Demon Jay His featured dev

Bob Marley II My fav

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Everything Her featured dev

Jaws Theme Swimming My fav

More to come soon, Hope You Enjoy...wish I could use photos but never the less...go check them out

sooo...umm...
what was I gunna say?

umm…my brain cells have diminished over the past few weeks due to excessive studying...so please bare with me as my mind ceases to think at MOST points in time

now that I remember...(writing this down before I forget) summer school is over, not officially as yet, Psychology exam next Thursday, ironic how I should learn to fix my brain …still waiting to hear about the B.A degree, fingers are crossed…

and umm the REAL reason of this journal … I’d like to declare my gratitude and thank yous too all of my the lvely people on here for all the support you guys have given me since I started, it really means the world to me


Some of my BEST supporters and FRIENDS whose galleries are a must see!

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Will be back to do some featuring for some friends ...really wished I had a subscription to give you guys a worthy feature

did some cleaning today! gallery cleaning that is...really amazed me to see how much my photography has evolved...will probably be doing more cleaning up if I ever do get a better cam

this August should be fun! I'll be featuring everyone on my watch throughtout the month of my B'day...thats my gift to you guys...and I shall add a new ID

Stole this from Taha and Jill thought I'd try it for fun


Rules
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Secret-Maroon 5


2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
When I'm Gone-3 Doors down
lol...haha...when I'm gone I'll get far in life...like those famous artist who became famous after they left??


3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Nobody's Home-Avril Lavigne...lol haha...I pay attention...and I'm there!!...I think it refers to my mind...its hardly ever at home


4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Too little too late-Jojo...probably never...or I'll be ready when I'm too old...lol


5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
Redemption-Switchfoot...thast funny


6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Everybody's Fool-Evanescence...oh goodness...


7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
let you go-Ashley Parker


8. HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
If I could be like that-3 Doors Down
lol...trying to be someone else?? I dont think so


9. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Sunday Morning-Maroon 5


10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
White Flag-Dido...I'm not gunna surrender though!


11. DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Too much to ask- Avril Lavigne
but thats funny


12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Hindu Times-Oasis


13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Through with you-Maroon 5
hahaaaaa....lol...they'll be happy I'm gone
but the song has a sort of ironic meaning to it

14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Nobody Wants to see us together-Akon
?????

15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
How to save a life-The fray...okkkk


16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Life for Rent-Dido...boy oh boy


17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Sympathy-Goo Goo Dolls....I guess not...they pity me! hehe

18. HOW CAN YOU MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY?
The Reason-Hoobastank
"I found a reason for me...to change who I used to be...I reason to start over new...and the reason is you"


19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Nobody's Fool-Avril Lavigne
I've everybody's fool and I should be nobody's fool?? lol


20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Tomorrow-Avril Lavigne
this is by far the funniest...thats soo not gunna happen in a day...I'm not even a month in...lmaooo


21. WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
Never Again-Nickle Back


22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I don't wanna know-Mario Winans lol


23. WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?
Unwanted-Avril Lavigne.....reallllllyy?


24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Hey Juliet-LMNT ....???


25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
With Arms Wide Open-Creed...he/she is probably a coward...lol


26. WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Beautiful Letdown-Switchfoot....lol..


27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
Everything I do-Bryan Adams
awww...lol...this is probably the best most nicest answer I got...




My Own Questions with the Answers


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE WORLD?
Anything but ordinary-Avril Lavigne
Boy that's sure right

WHAT IS YOUR VIEW ON LOVE?
The Ghost of you and Me-BBMak


WHAT AM I?
Dead on Arrival-Fall out Boy
Sob….


WHAT IS YOUR MOOD AT THE MOMENT?
How you remind me-Nickle Back


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT SUMMER?
Slide-Goo Goo Dolls…its gunna slide past so fast?


WHAT WILL YOU DO IF A GUY ASKED YOU OUT?
I want you-Third Eye Blind
hahahaaaa


WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS?
Skater Boy-Avril Lavigne


WHAT WILL YOU DO TODAY?
Dirty Little Secret-All American Rejects


WHAT WILL BE THE LAST SONG TO PLAY?
Just so you know-Jesse Macartney



I'm not tagging anyone...feel free to do it if you like

so this should be fun to do since the questions are interesting

Tagged by

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turns to page 18, and find line 4.
"...town to increase his islamic knowledge..."
My lil bro's story book

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
okay...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
A Sunday movie about three brides...dunno the name of it

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
3:30pm?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
3:45....I was close

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My mum talking and the music playing from the ear phone

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
umm like at 12:45...went to pickup my lil bro from lessons and pick up groceries for my mum

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
umm...DA messages...and this journal since I had to copy it

11. When did you last laugh?
You mean like crazy laugh? lol last night when my bro and I went to get icecream...boy it was funny...anyone wanna hear the story...I'll tell ya

12. What are on the walls you are in?
spider man! lmao...ok um white paint! three framed photos of vases...  

13. Seen anything weird lately?
um...myself in the mirror!! lol...actually I don't think I have in a while which is weird

14. What do you think of this quiz?
its actually fun!

15. What is the last film you saw?
uhh...well my bro was watching sumthing...but that doesnt count...the last full film was 300...I think...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'd like to buy heaven! I'm kidding....I dunno thats a weird thing to happen to a person in a night...probly seek help on how to use it...before I go spending it like water...I'd mostly donate it to those who arent so fortunate...and invest in a facility to help abused and helpless women

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
hmm...I can be quite shy at times...and stubborn too

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
absolutely nothing...its all a learning process and nature is the most beautiful art piece ever created...the world itslef is a remarkable piece and I don't think I'd be able to handle any chnage with it...I thank God for handling it so well and being so remarkable...and remarakable is and understatement

19. Do you like to dance?
lol...if i'm alone or with my close friends...

20. George Bush:
no comment

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
My mum wants to name one of her Grand Children so I'll let her do that...if one day I'm blessed...

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I dunno not sure...Probly leave that to my mum too...I like Ameer, Umair, Yasin...Amir

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
If it promises a better future, then yes

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
That he has happy and proud of me and that I've passed his test

25.Tag six people













...ok so I tried different people to tag...some of you probly did this already so if you have, let me know and I'll find someone else to target....I mean tag...lol..

enjoy...

Ok so this entry is in response to me previous journal entry "The 5 first to respond"  I will be featuring 5 of the respondents' best 2 pieces and may include a few more features from some other friends...

Do take a look at the work that my friends have done...they have really supported me and been very inspiring...and some have also become some very good friends

SO here goes...by the way it seems like I have loads of nature lovers here, most of their galleries are full of things from nature, which is the most amazing thing to capture, straight from God's creation

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1.The first is ~onin67
Nature lover here, even for a small gallery he has some great photos, from architecture to flowers and into nature he goes, check out his gallery! He's a great commentator as well!

A)   <a href="[link]"">Fly Tucan really good use of shutter
   and lovely bird

B) <a href="[link]"">Life Rays the rays are very stunning,
   and the contrasting colours are brilliant

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2. ~crashandburn12
He seems to love nature...(lol yes another one)and abstract photography, and the two photos that I featured or of each category, to find out more, go check his gallery, that you've got to discover for yourself!

A)<a href="[link]"">Lake Samish blue is one of my fav colours
   and I loveee sunsets...so this I like!

B)<a href="[link]"">Gasp fo Breath whatever he says this is...even
   though I still have no idea what it is...I love the
   black and white and the 3D look

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3. ~reachthetop
She loves to experiment and takes quite an interest to nature (lol her too) and therefore you'll see alot of that stuff in her gallery, and I recently discovered she likes drawing as well, and shes good at it too!

A) <a href="[link]"">Chemicals React Love the colours and the perpective

B)<a href="[link]"">Morning in a Parking Lot III
she has captured quite come nice sunrise photos, the colours are awesome, and I must agree with her and Taha...I always claim to like sunset photos since I see them often...I'm never awake for the sunrises ...go check her gallery!! and the rest above

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4. Taha ~t-amjad
One of my good friends and also one of my best supporters, he is quite creative and experimentative as well, he claims to not have taken any art classes...and if it is true I could imagine what the art classes would do to his pieces since he is quite good at drawing, photography and painting. Also he is a clever writer as well! His gallery is a must see...dont miss out!

A)<a href="[link]"">Reach the Sky my personal favourite by him, a photograph depicting a ladder which travels into the infinite sky, its quite a great concept and photograph!

B)<a href="[link]"">If Only  A poem written in dedication of faith and belief in God, it depicts a lesson in life where religion and God has been neglected, it teaches about the consequences held against us for the wrong path that we head on.

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5) ~raheel07
Ok now this feature is gunna be quite different from all the rest, I needed a little diversification here! Raheel is quite a conceptual artist, most of his pieces always have a story behind each of them which are very intriguing, his work is more of a graphical kind, and he has managed to vary them...two of his pieces that are my favs are of fractals, and you guys would probably understand what I mean when you see them.

A) <a href="[link]"">Evolution I don't think I need to explain what this fractal depcists, when you see it you'll get the image!

B) <a href="[link]"">Blue Bird The colours are really nice and the formation is lovely, it forms the face of a sparrow as the artist states!

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Another person I'd like to feature is my college friend ~MoHzleE20

He is very good at drawing, painting and he is great at character creation, he has quite some creative ideas! must check out his gallery!

A)  <a href="[link]"">Bob Marley II....a drawing of quite a famous reggae singer! Bob Marley, he rendered this so well I thought it was a photo! Seriously!

B) <a href="[link]"">Sapphire- Dark Warrior one of his character that he has created and painted! very nicely done!

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I have enjoyed doing the features, and may do them again soon, I really wish I could have posted thumbnails but this'll have to do, I may come back to do some more featuring....hope you have enjoyed the features!

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SO i was playing today and I was a judge...unofficially...the topic was solid, I promised the winner to feature their work so here it is

<a href="[link]"">Solid by

and also check out and
great places for photography and a great chat place!

Ok I'm posting this because I responded to journal entry...its actually fun! and the responses are nice to read...So be in the first 5!


The 5 first to comment on this journal,I'm gonna say:

1. Something about you

2. Challenge you to try something.

3.  A color than i associate with you.

4. Something than i love about you.

5.  First memory about you....(If I remember cus my memory is bad...very karab)

6.  An animal that you remember me of

7. Something that  I  ever wanted ask you

8. Now you must copy and paste this in your journal


and...


Who comments on this journal...
I will feature the first 5! I'll choose two of your best pieces according to my taste! its about time I feature someone...

Butttt!!!!!! you must copy and paste this in your journal, and do the same with the 5 first persons who comments on your journal.


Here are the five!!

1.  onin67

2. crashandburn12  

3. reachthetop

4.  raheel07

5. Taha

After no#5 I'll start the featuring and on behalf of my 1000 pageviews...I'm at 998 now... Didn't think I'd reach 1000 so fast   so thank you everyone for all the support

THANK YOU guys!!

ok this is just a little update...The opening night went well and the exhibition is still going on...its going well , I've recieved some positive comments about my work...did my interview for Bachelor In Graphics today, was nervous, hope and praying that I will get in...and college is over...well Friday we're having a get together at college for those who aren't returning ....and then its vacation...finally a moment where I can practise my sanity

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Finally a journal entry that should make a bit of sense

ok umm...what was I planning on writing about??

hmmm... lol Oh yeah!  my brain has a mind of its own...ok...now...I'm loosing it too, damn...I need a replacement...but wait it has ran away...if you are lost I was referring to my mind...ok now...I'll make sense....like soon....about now...are you like still reading this? I'll be serious now!

Goodness, now for the aim of this jounral...the Finals are here and most of my projects are completed...or so I think, going to have my final year Asscociate Degree opening for Fine Arts on Monday the 14th of May, my first opening ever!! ...feeling excited...and all of you are welcome!!

of course I'm broke so I wouldn't be paying any air fare...or expense for travel...hehe...yeah I know none of you are gunna come anyway, but hey atleast I invited you guys

Maybe they should have held it on the moon, then there would be an excuse for travelling to space.......still haven't yet retrievd my mind...now I'm really gunna go look for it....

I commend you for reading up to this point, you deserve a medal...and lets hope that you are still sane!!

Tag Update...2nd tag I've done so far!!

I've been tagged by Taha ...and I said that I'd do it,I don't usually do these but I'm bored and I'm just doing it for fun oh and I'm also doing it to avoid studying for my exam tomorrow…(which by the way I did today, since  I wrote this yesterday but didn't have a chance to upload it)


1) Full Name: Faheema, and the rest is forgotten

2) Male/Female: female

3) Were you named after anyone? nope

4) Does your name mean anything? yeah...intelligent and wise

5) Nick Name(s): Famz, Feems, Fhammo, Faheemers...

6) If you had to choose a new name, what would it be? I wouldn't want to change my name

7) Date Of Birth: August 5th 1988

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: born and living in Barbados

10) Astrology Sign: Leo

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: wat??

12) Religion: Islam

13) What's your favorite smell? the smell of fresh rain as it touches the ground, gasoline too, and the smell of that flower, lady in the night

14) Political Position? Have no place in it...too much controversy and confusion

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? umm, hot tea or orange juice and water

16) Hair + Eye colour: dark brown hair, brown eyes

17) Do you look like anyone famous? nope

18) What do you look like? a human being...

19) Any unusual talents? well...I have no idea...probably

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? righty...using my left hand feels so weird...

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight without any bends...
or other??? what is there aside from the aforementioned??

22) What do you do for living? I inhale and exhale oxygen for survival, sleep and eat as well... um I go to college to do art..., amazingly I survive, taught myself some survival skills, which is just do the work and don't let the stress kill ya.  
23) What do you do for fun?
take loads and loads of photos of every and anything I find interesting, read, talk and do the other "normal" stuff, which may in fact be abnormal...

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? my hands! ...the mouse, camera, pencil and the "other stuff"

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? hmmm, I'll get back to this.

26) Have you met your grandparents? all except my maternal grandad...and I met my great grandmother

27) Boyfriend/ Girlfriend? nope

28) Crush: you mean like lemon crush? lol... nahh...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could? none!

30) Current worries? passing my Marketing exam tomorrow and making it to the bachelors in graphics (so I did my exam, it wasn't so bad, and I had my interview today, and I'm praying that I'll get in)

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): everyone

32) Favorite place to be?
at the beach with my toes in the sand, on a swing! alone in the dark left with my thoughts

33) Least favorite place to be? waiting in a line!

34) Do you burn or tan?  tan...but at a very rapid rate...

35) Ever break a bone? I may reply and say no and tomorrow I may end up with my first broken bone...so I'm not saying anything...

36) What is your favorite cereal? cinnamon toast crunch!! and frosted flakes

37) Person you cry with: If I cry… I do it alone…or unless I'm laughing along with someone that I cry…

38) Any sisters: 1

39) Any brothers: 2

40) Any pets: umm 5 chickens, two are pets (Darky and Lighty), a cat (hes called Kitty...don't ask)...hes found himself a home at mine...and fishes!

41) A unique quality? uniquely able to be unique in a unique way which is just like everyone else... lol...um I dunno I guess friends would better answer this question...

42) High Speed Internet: no! I'm being deprived

43) A Personal phone line: yeah...my cell phone! its personal so it counts.

44) A Cell phone: yeah..

45) A visible birthmark: I guess...if you can see well it might be visible...if I can remember where it is...

46) A Pool or hot tub: both!

47) A Car: a car? is that even a logical question to answer? Now how should I answer this...

Describe Your...
48) Personality: its hard to do that since others see you differently than how you see yourself

49) Driving: well um it has improved although I have a phobia of driving...which I have to get over

50) Your clothing style: anything that makes my comfy…not really into brand or anything…I guess I dress sorta tomboyish most of the time

51) Room: messy, but I love it! agree with Taha, it'll be clean one week...and messy the next...

52) What's missing: at the moment my mind...since I'm totally lost as to how to answer this..

53) School: Its a great place to be at, it's the last week!...then its vacation time

55) Relationship with your parent(s): mutual lol...its good...you know how parents are, but it has been great lately

Do You
56) Believe in yourself: yea.. i have to! .. i dont trust other people...very much agree with If I don't believe in myself then what am I?

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? well seeing as I have never experienced something so momentum before...I cannot say that I believe in it...and its more to me like lust at first sight...since you are attracted by appearance...

58) Consider yourself a good listener: yes

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?  I don't really dream, but I would love to achieve what I can to the best of my ability, make a positive impression, be a positive impact to other people, please GOD and make it to heaven one day!  yeah I know I say that I don't really dream because these are things I can make come through if I place my heart into it.

60) Get Along with your parents: They always look out for me for the best of my interest. so yes I get along with them...

61) Save your e-mail conversations: no

62) Pray: yes I do

63) Believe in reincarnation: no no

64) Brush your teeth twice a day? yup

66) Like to eat? like??? lol you mean more like love!

67) Like to exercise? sometimes

68) Like to watch sports? yeah...football, basketball, and now I'm beginning to like cricket...

69) Sing in the car? yeah maybe along to a song...or just for fun...

70) What is a dream that you have all the time? ummm its more like a nightmare than a dream...

71) Dream in color: yeah I think so

72) Do you have nightmares? yes...

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: nope

What Is
74) Right next to you: a standing fan, and air!

75) On your favorite coffee cup? nothing cus I have none

76) On your mouse pad: the mouse, my camera and webcam...

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?spearmint...or any kind of mint, the flavours are like everlasting

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
havent thought about that

80) Your dream husband/wife:
whoevere is in my fate

81) Hiding in your closet? clothes lol

82) Under your bed? lots of stuff...

83) The name of your closest/best friends? well you see...I'm doubting if those kind of people exist, since they are just terms...but they do not hold according to value

84) Your bad time of the day: hmmm...I don't experience a bad time of day

85) Your worst fear(s):GOD for he is the only thing that should be feared...and I'm afraid of letting him down.

86) What's the weather like: well its night now, its cool

87) Your favorite time of year? December and January, its the most coolest time of the year in Barbados.

88) Your favorite holiday? um summer I guess, but it can get boring if I run of stuff to do

89) A material weakness? nothing I can think of

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: ... i dont know.. ill eat anything...agree with Taha

91) At the top of your "to-do list"? get a job

92) The hardest thing about growing up: opening up your eyes to experience the real world which sometimes disappoint you and can be a tough struggle. Learning is the toughest part.

93) A pet peeve? to be honest I dunno what on earth that is

94) Your scariest moment: I can't remember...

95) Your attitude about love? um...it has its ups and downs, and there are many things one can learn from it, commitment, dedication and faith...though it may be joyous, its also painful...and I'm speaking in relation to friends and family...aside from that I have no experience...I believe in it because its what makes the world unite...

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of a romantic interest?
Never done it

97) The worst feeling in the world: to have someone you respect the most to be disappointed in you...

98) The best feeling in the world: Making people happy, helping others, giving in the path of God, being happy with myself, and to achieve what I want out of life.

99) Who sent this to you? Taha

oh boy...this probabaly took me like an hr or 45 mins...it was actually interesting to do, realizing how I've answered each of them without even thinking about some of them before, made me ponder.  Ok that's about it…I must go and study for my exam...now for my targets…ahem I mean who I'm gunna tag….although no one does these

100) 6 people you will tag:













OK so I didn't know who to tag, some of you have already been tagged with these same questions and I know some of you are busy so I didn't tag ya...but feel free to do the tag if you like! and man was this thing long!

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I was tagged by ~sven1977  

Hmm now for the two quizes below I tag...
~sven1977 (I know I know you are exempt )
maxell50 ~onin67 ~t-amjad ~Hopeku ~DUNK-C *CapnSkusting  ~reachthetop ~MoHzleE20 ~parsprototo *y-me ~burningbush ~Atilla1000

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1)Fingers- Faheema
2)Chin- not trying that I might hit my head
3)One finger- Faheema
4)Elbow- Faheema (wow I did it)
5)Nose- ........
6)palm -faheem,a
1)List 4 fandoms you have...
- Reading
- Photography
- Graphics
- Movies
- Sleeping

2)Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
Probably when I was younger

3)Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
Nope

4)List 4 people that you look up to the most...
Can it be less? Oh well...God...yeah well he counts...my Mum...I don't think anyone else...honestly I suck at placing faith into people, because they tend to disspoint you...

5)How many pets do you own?
a couple chickens ...yes chickens...2 which my family adores lol

6)Black or white?
I actually like both, but I tend to get white stuff dirty pretty fast...I love black clothes though

7)Who is your most played Charie?
Have no idea what that is

8)Choose one or the other, NOT BOTH!
huh? one...is it any different?

9)Name 3 things about you
-I worry too much
-I care too much
-I love art

10)Choose a power
what is the power to heal called? pain and evil are two main thing things that I'd love to diminish

11)Who was the last person you talked to?
my Mum

12)Who was the last person you said 'I love you' to?
hmmm...can't say I recall...boy thats bad

13)Write down 5 words that come to mind
red
pain
egos
suffering
life

14)What's 1 thing you could do better?
hmmm...I really don't know...well I guess it would be a million things...and I can't think of anything at the moment

15)Do you like the way you are?
well to some degree yeah, but I could be better a person...I believe that you should always try to better yourself...even if others think you are good enough already

16)Summer or winter?
well I have never experienced winter before so I wouldn't know, though I can't bare cold temperatures...I get cold really fast....

17)Rain or snow?
I've seen rain so many times...it would be nice to see some snow!

18)Water or ice?
Both

19)List 2 CRAZY things about yourself....
I'm sane...honest!!...lol...umm....I guess I would say ummm.....I would say....umm what would I say? my friends would be able to answer this better...



I did this tag for fun and because I promised my friend that when I'm not lazy that I would do it...so I did...is it that obvious how bored I am?...well shhh...

C'mon guys this one is very easy.
After being tagged you must write a journal about 6 weird habits/things/hates and you must state the rule in your jounal entry.
At the end of the journal you must write down the list of people you will tag.

1. I talk too much
2. Although sometimes I'm lost for words..like now
3. I also over think
4. I am terrible when it comes to handling stress
5. I can get pretty lazy...(I still need to go do my       work thats due tomorrow)
6. and lastly I'm not very good at doing these tags

Felt like changing the entry...last one was getting to me! needed an update, although I don't know to what to...bored again as usual, so much work to be done for the finals...getting there at a snail's pace! yeah!! a journal entry that makes no sense...

Is it just me or am I the only one who thinks that life is going so fast?...before you even realise how fast it has gone by its already the end of the year...

...and when you look back and ask what have you really done different from all the previous years....you ask...Have I changed? Have I made a difference in my life? What have I gained?

its like I'm so far behind and have't yet caught up. I'm yet to find myself.


We all have so many questions that go unanswered...either we refuse to find the reasons why or maybe the questions just are rhetorical...

I myself don't even know what I'm getting at or what I'm really trying to say...somehow I just decided to write...and this is the degree that I have written to which my brain probably does not even acknowledge up to until words have been written down.  Some things are more powerful when they are in writing, it takes on a whole new perception.  

...what am I typingggg? I think my brain has gone numb...really...I'm just wondering if I'm living life to the full degree and I guess I can't ask that since I myself have to know that answer...


To get to the whole point of this journal...I have realised that its almost the end of my associates degree in fine arts....2 years up already, so fast! and next semester I'll be starting my bachelors in graphics...hopefully...that will really be the summit of my beginning.....I think...

Although associates degree has been so short, I think to myself how much I've learnt, the world isn't small nor does creativity or imagination has a boundary...infact its not even limited...its a power... a talent that should not be wasted...

Have I made any sense at all? or maybe its not supposed to make sense...my thoughts never seem to...

.....ok so I'm bored...there is school work to be done that I don't feel like doing....nothing seems more interesting to do ...

Its pretty hot out...who'd ever believe that two days ago it was raining and pretty cool?  

Lol...haha...I'm supposed to be looking up paper clips for a project and funny how right next to the keyboard there I found one bright blue huge paper clip...about two inches in length....okkkk then....

See how bored I am....

lol...I'm now going to compile my...what on earth...I can't even remember what its called...what is wrong with my memory...the board where you stick stuff to build ideas? visual board? oh yeah...thats wat its called....right....off to workk