...thoughts

I’m forcing myself to write this...cus I know a lot of you expressed your sympathy and I haven’t responded to every one of your comments, but I always read every one and I'm thankful for them.

I’m still hiding and laying low for a while because I feel sluggish and for once in a long time, my mind keeps drawing blanks, like it’s streamlined down this narrow hall with only one way to think. Usually I think about a trillion things. What I’m thinking about is contemplation and life, every death I see does something to me, scares me and jolts me to reality.

I’ve ran out of things to say, until I feel right again, I’ll post and probably be more active, I just wanna lay low and just be a normal deviant.  I love all of you, so know that, and I love every moment that you shared, commented or said something to me, I do cherish and respect you, oh gosh I sound so mushy, tissues please   


I’ve been keeping a folder of things that touched me, make one, or show me and share those images